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All is not lost…

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Filed under Personal : Comments (0) : Mar 9th, 2008

You only hurt the one you love…

You only hurt the one you love. The other day, I was chatting with some friends when the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with said she had bat land on here head, in her office no less. This loving, caring person believes in the Wiccan philosophy. My ignorance and stereotypical attitude toward this led me down a path that I should not have taken. Suffice it to say. I hurt her deeply. Very deeply, to the core of her existence. She has had some horrible stuff happen to her in the past and my ignorance just brought that shit bubbling back to the surface.

My dear, I am sooo very sorry. I now know that I hurt you very deeply. And only because you told me. I am a man after all, and understanding women is not my greatest strength.

I can only hope that she can find it in her heart to forgive me. I also hope that our relationship is strong enough to survive this. But, what I want is irrelevant, it’s what she wants that matters most to me. I would have gladly given my heart, my life, my very existence to be with you forever. But now, everything we had, everything we experienced together, the love, the trust, the caring for one another is now just fucking gone. Just because I was ignorant.

My God, I feel like such an ass.

I’m gonna go cry in my pillow now.

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Filed under Personal : Comments (0) : Mar 8th, 2008